xtoolfreakx's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- rant and rave spring semester starts today. ah, the joys of going back to classes. i'm glad of one thing tho - now 8 am classes! fuck that shit! i did that all fall semester, i had an 8 o'clock class everyday. and i would sleep through half of them. i'm just not a morning person. i guess it's the sun that does it to me. my first class isn't until 10, but i have to book-it up 3 flights of stairs to get there. see, i would use the elevator, but i feel so guilty. i mean, i have legs, i can walk. and i can make it up 3 flights of stairs... i just won't be happy when i get to the top. at least it won't be 8 in the morning, i look like a zombie.... so i've really been missing jilian. i feel time tick away the more i'm not with her. like i'm missing out. and i wish i could be there. but her parents.... her stupid, belligerent, homophobic parents. they just don't get it. they blame me for everything. and that would be natural response - blame someone else for your mistakes. that's okay, i can take that.... but he has no right to call me a bitch, or say that i "perverted" her. he wasn't there! he didn't see the look in her eye! i wish i could do the jedi mindtrick, and just wave my hand to make them understand and accept. it's 2004 you fuckwits! homosexual have been, are, and will be around for as long this pathetic world exists. get off the fucking cross, we need the wood. i could rant for ages on the subject of homosexuals - but that's probably because i am one.. hmm... her father is just going to have to suck it up and take it like a man, because there is no way that can he stop us from loving eachother and wanting to be together. unless he kills one of us, and in that case, he should just go ahead and kill both of us... maybe then he would let us be together.... the fucking asshole. happy, happy. joy, joy. pell grant money comes in today! yay, money.... i love money... especially when i have mass quanities of it. :D i want to have mass quanities like this when i'm older... to spoil jil of course, lol. ah well, one day... *sigh* one day.... 8:40 a.m. - 2004-01-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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